Your just like me. I get psychotic episodes for ussually a week or more every month or two. Now wether I have bi-polar disorder or am schizophrenic has not been decided by my wonderful docs. But I mostly smoke weed to medicate, and it does a wayy better job then all the different meds I have taken. Meds make me a zombie and make me super sleepy ALL the time, while weed just makes me baseline-chill and funny.