Iam surprised at how man people here are bi polar and take some of the same
drugs I do, I think I am older then most people on this site, that not good are bad I just have a felling that I am. so by that I can tell you that smoking pot
for so many years helped me as a mood stabelizer. but now I take a very big
hand full of drugs everyday and smoke weed when I got it, and I seem to be
keeping me out of trouble, ive been in prison 2 times and 4 mental wards, and
I dont ever want to go back. I pretty much screwed away about 25 years of
my life, and now I have to start over, and I feel to fucking old for that.