Thanks birdgirl, I'll take all the good thoughts I can get. I am actually under a reasonably decent financial assistance plan and in the intake process for getting into outpatient counseling.

Exercise...that is something that I'll do, then get sidetracked and forget about, then start up again. I'm working on consistency.

I actually called my doc and asked him if I needed liver tests or anything now as I am on three different meds and he reviewed the bloodwork I had about six months ago and said no I don't because my profile was "excellent"

So I think my biggest problem is the anxiety, it is like fighting demons every day.

Thanks for the support and advice everyone! I really appreciate it!