You know, I never would have thought that I would EVER have tried pot until I had the medical problem that led me to the experimenting with the weed. I made it 32 years without ever trying it and I thought I never would. I have to admit, I loved being high. Not only did it keep me from being sick but I felt wonderful. I don't know how it effects all of you guys but my experience with the really strong stuff was great. The first night I smoked it it took about 10 min to take effect, wow. I did smoke to much that first night and I started getting really panicky, The whole next day I was in a cloud, it felt like groundhog day. I could do something or talk to someone and five min. later I would do it again because I forgot. It was crazy. It was so strong I almost gave it up. I then got really sick so I took another small hit that night and that's when the love started. I figured out the right amount to smoke to get me high and take care of the nausea without overdue it like the first night. I never felt so good in my life. Food tasted way better (I gained some weight) and sex was outstanding. The sex part really caught me off guard. I thought pot made you lazy and lifeless but boy was I wrong. It totally enhanced all my feelings and taste buds. My wife noticed right away too. Marathon sessions, multiple times, I just completly loosened up. At first I would only smoke when I was really sick but a few days into it I would smoke everynight before we went to bed to prepare for the fun. This is what I will miss the most.

I hate my job. This whole drug test stuff is crap. I would qualify in an instant for the medical MJ but that does not matter at all in my line of work. I have it in me I get axed. I am 27 days clean from the crap pot that never made me high and 50 days clean from the stuff I loved and will dearly miss. I am probably clean now or damn near close and I would love, love to freeze some urine for future tests but that would never work for me because of how they test. I live hours away from work, I am there 12-16 hours a day, normally leaving my house at 3 in the morning. When they call for the random its normally about 10-11:00 am and I have to be there in a short amount of time. I could never drive all the way back home, defrost and heat and drive back to the test site. I know I could always buy the fake pee but I would also be playing with fire, one mess up and there goes my job. The only reason I am still putting up with this job is because when I work I make allot of money. My wife and I have always wanted to open a restaurant, I really think I might try to make that happen in the next few years. I could be my own boss, set my own hours and be pain free and high all I like. Until that time I will envy all of you guys while I am painfully pot free.

God I wish I was high!!!!!!!!!!!!