I just started using medical marijuana about a week and a half ago. The first time I did it, I didn't feel much of a high yet I vaporized about 1 bag of marijuana. The strain I have now is THC Bomb by the way. But back on topic, I didn't feel much relief after my first time, I was looking for something to help the spasms because I suffer from Cerebral Palsy. I than did it again the next day (I only vaporize twice a day tops, one in the afternoon and one later at night or sleep.) That day, because I didn't feel much relief, a packed almost double the amount in the chamber and filled up a bag and a half. The high starts off great, very sedating (exactly what I need), the spasms don't necessarily go away but it dulls my senses enough to the point that I don't feel them. But within 20 minutes later, the high turned horrible. I can uneasy, my anxiety gets worse, I'm more emotional, munchies, extreme weed vision (the room feels as if I'm on rough seas in a little dingy.) The feeling feels tolerable for the first 10-15 minutes than it gets annoying. I feel like I'd be better off if I didn't do it, I feel like I am struggling to have control over my body, I am talking to myself in my head which makes me feel ashamed and guilty. I figured that this was because I am only 15 and it was only my second time getting high and I did take too much. So in the past days I've varied. Some days I do very minimal (no bigger than two eraser tips on a pencil) and other days I put a generous pinch. My problem is I either don't get enough relief or get to high to the point of extreme anxiety and paranoia. Is there any tips? Is this because I need to build a tolerance to THC? Is it because I am young? Is it just a first time thing? At some point will it go away? Please feel free to post anything.
Ps, sorry this post is all over the place, it's just extremely uncomfortable and not what I was wanting nor expected.