I've been clean about 42+ days now. Prior to this I was an extremely heavy smoker, smoking about .5g of oil every week or so. I think i'm failing my at home tests, I'm getting a very very light gray light (its not even colored) that I need a light on in the room to even see something. That's not considered passing right? I really don't want to violate my probation, so what are my options? Is it worth the risk to try and dilute my urine when I get tested even tho it said when I first signed up for probation NOT to dilute? I'm worried that would screw me more and would 100% eliminate any 2nd chance, even if there is any. I'm really stressed out about all this and don't even know what to do. I've been working out, eating more healthy, dropped some lbs but it seems like its not doing much..