I have come to notice no matter how much we might say we are nice and loving, deep down we are just cruel and nasty. I mean i just got out of a long great relationship with a special person (dont worry im fine lol) and no matter how many times i think about the person i always say to myself i dont want to make her jealous because thats mean. We are really good friends now and all and we hang out every day. One thing i have noticed though is that even if im outside on campus and i am talking to other girls, i constantly hope she sees me talking to them. i mean i have no intention in getting back together with her but deep down inside i always want her to see me being with other girls. I dont know why its like this but every single relationship iv had i always wanna make the other person somewhat jealous even if i say i dont want to. has anyone ever felt different than me? do you agree or disagree?